prayer post

I would like prayer for receiving a divine miracle. I do not understand what is going on with me. I feel very weak, sick and exhausted most of the time. When I start to pray or worship God my body gets very stiff, rigid and it is difficult for me to move at all. It might sound strange but sometimes I wonder is it God I am praying to in the name of Jesus or the devil because these types of attacks, hurt, pain and control and/or lack of control over my body occur. I am lost and confused. When I travel anywhere my body just begins to shut down and I nearly pass out and get sick can can not move. This is a pattern; only when I begin to call on the name of the Lord am I saved yet I want and need this to end and never return again. I am in need of an overflow of blessings and miracles. Thank you. 
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