prayer post

I'm trying really hard but I feel like my heart and mind are growing numb to the fact that I'm sining and it scares me. Please pray that I can give up the impure thoughts and adult videos I feel have such a grip on me. I feel like a wall's forming between God and I and I know I won't survive on my own. Please pray that I find and choose the strength of the Holy Spirit to turn away from the obscenities I'm becoming too comfortable with. Thank you.